-Our Song-
Tongue-Tied (by Earshot)
Last night I dreamt that you were dead
The only way that I could find...
To clear you from my head
I find it hard for me to get past all the...
Shit you did to me
In spite, at night I try in vain to get my,
Mind back right
Tongue... Tied
I feel so terrified
I'm so sick of being on my own
This feels like suicide
Tongue...Tied
I feel so dead inside
Some things are better left alone
Completely out of sight and mind
Never to be told
I find it harder to express the things that
No one else can see
But me, sometimes I wait for days to get my,
Mind back right
Tongue... Tied
I feel so terrified
I'm so sick of being on my own
This feels like suicide
Tongue...Tied
I feel so dead inside
Struggling in a world that I can't control
This feels like suicide
Some say waiting, and taking my own time,
Is all I can do
Should've known you'd flinch to hide that,
Look in your eyes
I can hear the words
And now I finally understand,
This feeling of uncertainty that leaves me now
Tongue... Tied
I feel so terrified
I'm so sick of being on my own
This feels like suicide
Tongue...Tied
I feel so dead inside
Struggling in a world that I can't control
This feels like suicide
This feels like suicide
This feels like suicide
I feel so dead, so fucked up. I don’t get anything, I don’t understand what I feel. I’m just so fucking lost. I have been in hiding my whole life, my lies have already blurred the vague image of myself I once had. Everything I used to be disappeared. I have become into this amorphous entity. Something that is devoid of sense. Something that is emotionally deprived.
This is just out of control. I pretended to be, always faking. I do not want to be what I am and I am not aware of what I want to be. I would be better off dead. Non-existence lacks suffering, if I died, I would be able to stop thinking, I would slumber in peace at last. “This feels like suicide”.
"There is no truth”, if this statement happens to be false, the opposite, in this case, truth, should exist to give sense and meaning to non-truth. If the statement is true, it contradicts itself, we then arrive at a paradox. How can we possibly be stating something when, actually, what we are saying denies truth? A truth that denies truth? Thus, the statement cannot be true, it is a non-truth, and it proves that truth, at some extent, exists. “Truth exists”
Truth stems from our judgements of reality and our feelings taint every single thought of ours. Our thoughts result from our effort to create our own world in our minds. The will and power to create, to be “worldly gods”. Truth is purely ours, then “Truth is completely subjective”. If this statement is false, it means that truth is not completely subjective, but when we utter that statement we are being completely subjective, so it cannot be false, it is true.
If it is true we can infer that “There is no objective truth”, if this statement were right, we would deny objectivity, so subjectivity would lose the meaning of its existence too. So, it is false. Since it is false we can infer that “There is objective truth”, “Objective truth exists”, but I think we cannot behold it without being tainted by our subjectivity. Objectivity exists to justify the existence of subjectivity. Objective and subjective views need each other. One makes the other meaningful. Their existences go hand in hand. I cannot prove the contrary. I think they cannot exist by themselves.
We can say that, “No logical thought is certain to be true”. If it is false, it means that “All truth is certain”, but since it is a lie, it cannot be certain, it denies itself, so the previous statement has necessarily to be true.
I have arrived at the conclusion that the only --real?-- truth is that “There is no pre-existent truth in this world”. It sounds logical, but I feel that statement still bears fractures. Truth leaks. This world says absolutely nothing, we are the ones that make it speak. We impose our symbols on everything that our will and power desire. We create our own world, governed by our rules, that also reign over our logical thinking. We then become gods, we take nothingness and make the most of it, and turn it to our whole.
Conclusions:
“Truth exists”
“Truth is completely subjective”
“Objective truth exists, but we are not able to behold it”
“No logical thought is certain to be true”
“There is no pre-existent truth in this world”