Absence (by me)
An empty stare
Colourless irises
Looking into nothingness
The absence of the whole
My life reduced to
A blank paper
Where I can
Write no more
Even pain, I have been robbed of
There is nothing
No more
Before my expressionless eyes
The world empties
Reality crumbles
And existence trembles
The whole reduced to
A finite ever-elusive moment
My life is filled with hurt. When suffering reaches a certain extent in which pain cannot grow any farther, my world empties. Meaning empties. Only stammering isolated vowels are left standing. No language is able to inhabit the world of unrealistic non-existence. No meaningful links have I established as not to feel disconnected from the world. It is not caprice, but just mere inability.
Words are never enough. My feelings are ineffable. Not even absence is enough to describe what I feel. A whole complex phenomenon cannot be reduced to a simple lame word. “For every complex problem there is an answer that is clear, simple, and wrong.” (H. L. Mecken quote).
2 comentarios:
Happy New Year my friend!!! A new year, a new beggining, a new life! :) I wish you the best!!! Cuidate! ;) Kisses!!
I feel so too. Any chance to talk to you? It seems you have forgotten the blog. If you read this, answer me, please, so we can talk by MSN.
Thank you!
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