All my seconds are annihilated by all those tedious desires that I cannot control. My identity is constantly shattered into pieces when I face the wall, the façade of my reality. When lies are washed away, all those little dirty lies, nothing is left standing. My whole world falls down. This strange illusion, all my filthy thoughts, they just tear my world asunder. Wandering, this rootless entity, my own being, I just can wonder where this confusing shit will lead me to. Inevitable death, ineffable feelings.
My paranoia is slowly driving me mad. The world itself has been smothered in non-truth, people are so fucking hysterical. Everything is so bloody diffuse, doors close up and lights go out. It is remarkably planned, everything we can feel through our senses. The world is conspiring to defeat me, I am not meant for this world, and this world is not meant for me. I am just in the wrong place, at the wrong time, being the wrong person.
Will I ever know who I am? Will I ever be able to be myself in this stupid society that I despise so much, but need at the same time? Right now I’m not anyone. I’m not this, I’m not that, I’m nothing.
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Bueno mi amigo, leo lo que escribes y me siento tu pero de otra manera como ya creo q sabes! Cada palabra es un grito de desesperacion, de auxilio, sabiendo que nadie va a ayudarnos...Por ahora no eres nadie, por ahora no soy nadie, pero espero que con el tiempo, logres conocerte, saber quien eres, que quieres y a donde ir! No importa qué piensen...Sé que ese dia todos tus demonios, tu infelicidad y tu tormento desapareceran! De pana espero que si! solo armate de valor, no pienses mucho y hazlo! Recuerda, qué podemos perder cuando no tenemos nada?? si no lo haces en esta patetik vida no tendras nunk otro chance...Besos desde Vzla. espero recuerdes quien soy y donde puedes contactarme...Suerte! la yeta...(no scribi en ingles xq stoy ladillada, sera luego! bye!!)
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